The name is wanyi.
Learning letting go of the past ;
Becoming a better person for the person who cared and love me is the most important
Recovering from hurts that you don't but I do.
I would appreciates second chances
Single.
I love every 8 of you! Nth gonna chng th fact. ♥
My wishes for all of you is to stay healthy, stay cheerful, and don't forget, I'm always the one beside you.
My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite, baotohh kiia, bytches, bastard and betrayer. They screwed up my life. World would be sucha better place without them all.
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"If we live our life in fear,
I'll wait a thousand years
Just to see you smile again "
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
Haha, dunno wat i am suppose to say now. Because there is millions of tons of things that had happen to me for the past few months that i didnt blog about. Arights, den i shall start talking abt today bahh.
28102010 - Offcially last day of school of the year.
Had to say that this year had really pass very fast, Thinking back probably on the same day of last year, i'm worrying abt whether if im gonna drop to 3e5, how am i gonna survive in this possiblity of dropping into e5 which i dun have any close fren in. Hehe, but now, i can prove that all this of my worries isn't required. 3E5'10 studying and have fun with many different people that i have not know for the past two years which is totally a, @#$%#*^#@$. This year, i can see the shadow of a class that i have been desired long time ago. I believe that its gonna come next year. This year, i learnt that many different things from you all, thanks for giving me such a opportunity to meet all of you. (: I had no regrets meeting all of you. And i believe that all of us could definatly overcome all the difficulties next year and go to the poly we want to! Because we all always there for each other right!? :D
For those who still dunno, i had broke up with my 15 mths boyf. For more enquires, pls do not ask me. ^_^
Break apart to somewhere, have a brand new start. I wish you all the best. Do take good care of yourself. Hope that you will find a girl that would be worth of your love, Dun break her heart as well! Study hard and play hard. I will remember the good mermories that we had created and made. For all the bad ones, i will forget it asap. (: Once again, thanks for all those that you had gave me, {: Shall be going lan tmr with beibei, tingint, rebecca, henry and aiai! (:
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8:28 AM
Friday, June 25, 2010
Guys! Thanks alot for tagging my blog and keeeping my blog alive although im not updatingggggg!!! (: hahhaas. May not be able to update, due to my com corruption. D: But please tag actively!
MIA IN PROGRESS I'm tired being in this world. Sorry. I need a break terribly. Resting from all the unhappiness and angers.
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12:19 AM
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I expected changes in life, and i thought that everyone had changed. But in fact, im the one who is changing.
I will talk about the camp after some time, Currently, just wanna vent all my unhappy and angry feelings. Seems like my parents is really giving hell time to comunicate with them. i dunno wat to do with them. i really have no idea. they are really using up my brain juices. I wish, i could have a nice chat with them. When i don't sound out my opionions, they would think whatever they do are accpetable and correct. I dunno who to go when im sad, i dunno who could be there to help me and guide me. even they do, i think i will be depending on them next time. i dunno how long can i still take it. i tried alot ways. i tried. but my words are jus rubbish to them. they dun understand me, even the closest one to me. they make me feeling like rebelling, and making me feel useless and dissapointed. tell me wat will help to close up everything, i will do it, even using my life to exchange. im tired of crying everytime bcus of them. im sick of it. im trying my best for everything that helps, at least give me some response, let me know.
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7:56 AM
Monday, May 31, 2010
Asked to update blog by
ELAINE! hahahahas! I should update ler! LOL!
Sunday:
Skipped temple lessons and went out with family all day long~ Thats why i love sunday! Time for family to bond with each other! :D After morning breakfast, we go ah gong hse find yixuannn~ Have a fun time with her! seriously! ^.^ Bought a white tanktop (: then we go for papa ''fren'' de wedding! Its a malay wedding! Learnt alot things.. And its very different from our chinese wedding! LOL! And travel till singapore expo for the food festival and the electronic sales! hahahahs! is like, ALOT ALOT ALOT of pple okay! Due to my teeth, i cannot eat much. D:/ hahaha. But still force my parents to buy alot of things homeee! <3 And like around 4 plus, Downed to Ikea to have hotdog bun!! T_T Still, i cannot bite the hotdoggggg. the bun is really giving a hell time to bite ittt. ~.~ No choice lorhh. No turning backk. Think of the postive site! my teeth is gonna be straight after the pain pocess right!? ^.^ father and bro leg pain~ left me and my mum to shop around Ikea to find a sutible carboard for my mother's rm. ROFL! Actually wanna to go giant. But both bro and father tired then we car-ed to fenvale, wanting to find yixuan for dinner! :x LA~LA~LA~ And 10pm, finally we reach home! Tired but happy!
Everyone seems so busy during this holidays. :( thinking of wat i have done in the past. I really regretted. :'( If not, I think i should be working with beiwen and meiqi ler! hahas. I now currently receiving my punishment! So, i really have nothing to disgreed abt. :D Only i can blame on myself luhhh! For being such a idoitic, guailan, rebellious, defireous girl.~ ^.^ Hoping to have courage to ask my father for my damn phone. Remembering ytd's show and wat my past counsellor said. ''Courage do not always roars, ... '' ''Courage like knowlegde, its formed by bit and pieces.'' Parents: I know i have let your down. Even though your do not return my phone. It's okay. As like wat beiwen say, no matter how long it take, 10 years, 20 years for your to trust me, its the punishment from the god. I have nothing to grubble abt. Bcus no one caused the currently wanyi. is she, herself. But i still believe, in some way, your should really imprve your talking style and attidude. :D To those who is laughing at me, if your dun treasure wat you have, your turn is coming soon. believe me. :D Cam: I dunno whther to hate or to love you. To
: you dunno that i hate you tat much that i really fucking dun want to hear or see you. fuck off my life and go be your parents good doggie okay? you have no life.
*$*!$*&#@$*&#?&$$%% humji kiia. __
Glad! : that, mrs chng called up my mum and to praise me! :D:D:D:D:D Millions loves! But still have to work harder, as usually, too much careless mistakes!
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9:59 PM
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Yes, its me here blogging and updating myself. ROFL. Trying hard to make myself happy. really hard. I spoilt everything. Secondary life is also a big failure in my life. Lost many things that cannot be bought by money. Though, i still glad to know you. Sometimes just wondering should i hate you bcause all thing bad things and the unlike things is brought by you. But, you didnt fail as a boyfren. I'm the one, not keeping face for you. Sorry. Ps to think that you deserve it sometimes. I know myself that im not a wonderful girl to you. I have many family problems, attidude problems, studies wasnt not good, my dressing up and makeups sucks to the max too. Maybe this is why beibei say we are like love-hate couple? hahas.
Parents: alots of thing to say. Definatly there is an age gap. its hard for both of us to cross over it. I ruin your trust to me. i ruin it i know. Always second chances, and make it more dissapointed for papa and mama. Who to blame on not letting you having a phone? go out easily with friends? and working? WANYI, myself. I brought everything up to myself. i cannot blame anyone, i dun have thr right to do so either. right? hahahas. but now i realise, no matter how hard i tried. It's the same. my mum is a great noble bitch to comment her daughter as a prosititute that come out to socialise. And to treat pple like dog when she got the authority. I'm not who you know sehh. I dun need your comment. I jus wanna live my life better and without any gulity-ness. you dun need to understand either. just fucking keeep your bloody mouth shut before i start rebelling again. I dun wanna be a wild child. i jus wanna faster struggle through this fucking secondary sku life and reach 21 years old. The more you wanna tied up my freedom, the more i wanna rebel. This is the simplest reason of all. can you just use your moronic ass to think? Keeep all the craps to yourselves. Life is hard for you i know, its oso not easy for me sia. its not easy for me to accept the fact that people around me are working and i just cannot. I will not say that its unfair. I deserve everything bad right?
Baby: This weeek you are having your MYE. how sad, and this is my last week in school. cannot go out with you ler. : ( But dun worry. 7/6 Our 10th month, lets go out okay? :D Thanks alot for your love. <3>
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8:01 AM
Friday, May 21, 2010
To: (my past best friend, )
This is not how you be treating me too. Backstabbing me, say how bad im a fren to pangsehh you when you can alrdy find your group of friend to your current bes friend. Its oso obivous that our character are so damn different how am i going to bring you the place i actually like, but you are not enjoying at all? By telling other and spreading to other how i treated you seriously is not a big deal, Before you know wats happen. I also can do that to step yi ge la. you can do it all you wanna, saying bad things behind of others are your favourite hobby. Letting people hate me and side you is also your strategic. I should not be the one who is scared of you man. Since you hate me that much, forget it. I told you before, im sorry for what i have done in the past, and you cannot accept it. I'm speechless. I cannot fire a gun and you and force you for any forgiveness. Even if we are not fighting, i still find it hard to talk to you, because, we had nothing in common?you know the best yourself. o.o Should be it. The way you live your life is different from the way i live my life. Now we are in different classes, which makes us drift apart more, and more. And making our life more different. You have your own friends. I have my own friends. If you are gonna blame me still, den carry on. I cannot stop you. I tried my best to balance my life, studies, friends, boyf, shopping, resting, cca. You should be happy that i have my cca and i didnt skip it and i have turn a new leaf and study. You should be the one stopping me to study and accompany you to eat every afternoon issit it? I have got my life. yea, its my fault for having no time for you. And i had repeated my apologizes. you told me that my letter is hurtful, and wed you went online, like a spoilt brat toking to the mother. I have to ans to everything i have done. Please, gal. I'm not life-less. I pay responsible to every mistakes that i have done. But i dun pay resposible answering every action of mine to you. Got it? For whoever you wanna show is post to, up to you. I cannot be bother by you anymore.
I'm trying to mend every relationship connected to me. Family, primary school fren, secondary school, outside friends, my gans, and to everything. I hope its not too late.
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10:55 PM
Friday, May 14, 2010
Hello!~ LOL! exams had offcially ending for me! >,<> bonamana's mv and song is out! mus go watch! :D
okay, I know my last pic, I look damn retard. okay. I know. T.T nothing much to blog about, gonna be either chionging audition or chionging dramas serials. Will not be toking much today! Enjoying the breaks after exams! ;<>
To her: Never though that you are such a untrue friend, I gave you one week's time to tell me the truth, since you still dun wanna tell me, and i even hinted you twice. I will not treat you ask my friend anymore. I'm untterly dissapointed in you.
millions loves!<3>
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7:16 AM