Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Guys! Back! Yea, As usual, busy! ;D last sat went m'sia and came back on sun.. LOLs. Updates: Coming thrus have 4 test in one single day! RAWR. SCREWEDUP! Chinese- chemisty-Eng- Maths ( Indices) --> 60% confirm fail. T.T Sooon, MYE comingggg. dun wanna take eng paper 1. sucks to the bloddy hell. -.-

To him: Finding hard to communicate with you. Maybe i should say that im pissed off with myself. I can't get the reason for the everything that you do. Shall we not talk for sometimes? I need a cool down period. You didn't know, but i really do imagine and times we are together. Doing things that we really enjoy. perphaps. We need more time to know each other more? I really hate you for fetching miie from school walking home. Thats not love right ? Relationship is about trust, correct? Sorry if i made you not to trust me, but. you are always the one inside me. We pull through the coming 1 year anniversary right and 2 year, and on and fro right? I hesitated to let you have a look at what i wrote to you. I hope the main actor in my life is you? Thats why i wanna reveal how i feeel. Are you ready for it? Can you show me how you really feeel? In words, actions. Last night you tell me that you are really willing to die for whoever you love? Happy and sad feelings together when i heard that. Happy to say that i had that great impact on you that you can't live without me? But, truth enough: This means that, im not special to you anymore. Am im correct to say that? I more sad than happy to heard this from you. Probably we really needs more time.

Xiaogary21: Thanks for not using vulgar in my blog and respecting my blog. (: If you think that i may break his heart, than you should really suggest him to get apart from me, yea. i dun know how to appreciate him, dunno how to treasure him. *speechless* Ohhya, million thanks for the tagged that save my blog of the day! :D ROFL. From now onwards; I should be a anti- boys because im attached? P.s ; my world dun orbits around C-A-M! (; I'm friendly, I'm hyper, I'm sociable! -^.^-

Xiexie henry for lending miiie the chinese dian zi ci dian!~ Wahahahas!

Once again! I emphasize! My world orbits around the whole world! My world is not made up of 100% C-A-M!

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Yea! LIM WAN YI IS BACK! hehe! Tmr sku start late, thats why! :) LOL, nothing much. gonna talk abit about something that is more interesting first!

Sun (3/4)
Morning wake up early, thinking that dad may get back home any early since we are gonna msia to visit grandma. 11+, Wooodlands no jamm! So fast fast jiu reach the kota hosp! Parents and ah yi went up, but i didnt! T.T I wear too short! According to their law, supposingly that pants shld be 3/4! Okay.. So.. waited and waited. Finally they came down, and go have late afternoon lunch? Rushed back to singapore bcus of you keng! At CCK, car-ed down. Its isnt a wasted trip luhh! Saw.. like.. 3 known pple? I saw josephline de fren. ZZZ. Hardly talk. And yea. is DAMN DAMN DAMN lucky OKAY! took bus 67 to little india and mrt-ed to sk. Unexpectly saw cam's SFMS. LOL. I think their school seriously shld really consider of renovating their basketball! Soo old! I really really hope that i didnt fail my maths test! T.T God bless me! That day is seriously drained with tiredness and worries. No werid if i really dun pass! I think im really gonna pang ya ler! Quite happy luhhh. Today realise that i got alot unprefect places. Like my teeth, my face! OKAY OKAY! I will! Bcus im a gal!!! hahahaas, really wanna faster go bang ya lehh! hahhaa! Mr. Lee is is absent for 2 twos! and today Mr tay also didnt come!! MUAHAHAHAAH! 2 hrs of freee periods! Really nothing much for today! D:

When pri sku ends, and pri sku starts, I learn all this:
-Friends was not forever.
-Study was not the main purpose coming to sch.
-Always treat mood swings pple according to their mood.
-Makeups is COMPULSARY.
-Smoking and slacking will be the hobby that i always do when i feeeel whenever i like.
-I understand that tats no meng xiang or dreams.
-I became selfish.
-I understand how the society works with and without certificates.
-Exams is our boss, we work for them. 0 lvls is what teachers care.
-We are the consequences of the society change.
-Hide the real side of yourself.
-Photos are taken not for mermories, but to edit as much that you look that perfect.

Humans want alternate changes. Kampong children wanna have a chance to study, we yet. would rather enjoy simple life because we saw the reality of society. A single envy a attached, while the attached mayb wanna enjoy the freedom of single. Teens wanna grow up faster to enjoy freedom but a adult would rather forever stay as free as a teenager without stress.

Defination: Humans aren't satisfied of who they are, how they are. During any stage of life.