Asked to update blog by
ELAINE! hahahahas! I should update ler! LOL!
Sunday:
Skipped temple lessons and went out with family all day long~ Thats why i love sunday! Time for family to bond with each other! :D After morning breakfast, we go ah gong hse find yixuannn~ Have a fun time with her! seriously! ^.^ Bought a white tanktop (: then we go for papa ''fren'' de wedding! Its a malay wedding! Learnt alot things.. And its very different from our chinese wedding! LOL! And travel till singapore expo for the food festival and the electronic sales! hahahahs! is like, ALOT ALOT ALOT of pple okay! Due to my teeth, i cannot eat much. D:/ hahaha. But still force my parents to buy alot of things homeee! <3 And like around 4 plus, Downed to Ikea to have hotdog bun!! T_T Still, i cannot bite the hotdoggggg. the bun is really giving a hell time to bite ittt. ~.~ No choice lorhh. No turning backk. Think of the postive site! my teeth is gonna be straight after the pain pocess right!? ^.^ father and bro leg pain~ left me and my mum to shop around Ikea to find a sutible carboard for my mother's rm. ROFL! Actually wanna to go giant. But both bro and father tired then we car-ed to fenvale, wanting to find yixuan for dinner! :x LA~LA~LA~ And 10pm, finally we reach home! Tired but happy!
Everyone seems so busy during this holidays. :( thinking of wat i have done in the past. I really regretted. :'( If not, I think i should be working with beiwen and meiqi ler! hahas. I now currently receiving my punishment! So, i really have nothing to disgreed abt. :D Only i can blame on myself luhhh! For being such a idoitic, guailan, rebellious, defireous girl.~ ^.^ Hoping to have courage to ask my father for my damn phone. Remembering ytd's show and wat my past counsellor said. ''Courage do not always roars, ... '' ''Courage like knowlegde, its formed by bit and pieces.'' Parents: I know i have let your down. Even though your do not return my phone. It's okay. As like wat beiwen say, no matter how long it take, 10 years, 20 years for your to trust me, its the punishment from the god. I have nothing to grubble abt. Bcus no one caused the currently wanyi. is she, herself. But i still believe, in some way, your should really imprve your talking style and attidude. :D To those who is laughing at me, if your dun treasure wat you have, your turn is coming soon. believe me. :D Cam: I dunno whther to hate or to love you. To
: you dunno that i hate you tat much that i really fucking dun want to hear or see you. fuck off my life and go be your parents good doggie okay? you have no life.
*$*!$*&#@$*&#?&$$%% humji kiia. __
Glad! : that, mrs chng called up my mum and to praise me! :D:D:D:D:D Millions loves! But still have to work harder, as usually, too much careless mistakes!
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9:59 PM
Yes, its me here blogging and updating myself. ROFL. Trying hard to make myself happy. really hard. I spoilt everything. Secondary life is also a big failure in my life. Lost many things that cannot be bought by money. Though, i still glad to know you. Sometimes just wondering should i hate you bcause all thing bad things and the unlike things is brought by you. But, you didnt fail as a boyfren. I'm the one, not keeping face for you. Sorry. Ps to think that you deserve it sometimes. I know myself that im not a wonderful girl to you. I have many family problems, attidude problems, studies wasnt not good, my dressing up and makeups sucks to the max too. Maybe this is why beibei say we are like love-hate couple? hahas.
Parents: alots of thing to say. Definatly there is an age gap. its hard for both of us to cross over it. I ruin your trust to me. i ruin it i know. Always second chances, and make it more dissapointed for papa and mama. Who to blame on not letting you having a phone? go out easily with friends? and working? WANYI, myself. I brought everything up to myself. i cannot blame anyone, i dun have thr right to do so either. right? hahahas. but now i realise, no matter how hard i tried. It's the same. my mum is a great noble bitch to comment her daughter as a prosititute that come out to socialise. And to treat pple like dog when she got the authority. I'm not who you know sehh. I dun need your comment. I jus wanna live my life better and without any gulity-ness. you dun need to understand either. just fucking keeep your bloody mouth shut before i start rebelling again. I dun wanna be a wild child. i jus wanna faster struggle through this fucking secondary sku life and reach 21 years old. The more you wanna tied up my freedom, the more i wanna rebel. This is the simplest reason of all. can you just use your moronic ass to think? Keeep all the craps to yourselves. Life is hard for you i know, its oso not easy for me sia. its not easy for me to accept the fact that people around me are working and i just cannot. I will not say that its unfair. I deserve everything bad right?
Baby: This weeek you are having your MYE. how sad, and this is my last week in school. cannot go out with you ler. : ( But dun worry. 7/6 Our 10th month, lets go out okay? :D Thanks alot for your love. <3>
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8:01 AM
To: (my past best friend, )
This is not how you be treating me too. Backstabbing me, say how bad im a fren to pangsehh you when you can alrdy find your group of friend to your current bes friend. Its oso obivous that our character are so damn different how am i going to bring you the place i actually like, but you are not enjoying at all? By telling other and spreading to other how i treated you seriously is not a big deal, Before you know wats happen. I also can do that to step yi ge la. you can do it all you wanna, saying bad things behind of others are your favourite hobby. Letting people hate me and side you is also your strategic. I should not be the one who is scared of you man. Since you hate me that much, forget it. I told you before, im sorry for what i have done in the past, and you cannot accept it. I'm speechless. I cannot fire a gun and you and force you for any forgiveness. Even if we are not fighting, i still find it hard to talk to you, because, we had nothing in common?you know the best yourself. o.o Should be it. The way you live your life is different from the way i live my life. Now we are in different classes, which makes us drift apart more, and more. And making our life more different. You have your own friends. I have my own friends. If you are gonna blame me still, den carry on. I cannot stop you. I tried my best to balance my life, studies, friends, boyf, shopping, resting, cca. You should be happy that i have my cca and i didnt skip it and i have turn a new leaf and study. You should be the one stopping me to study and accompany you to eat every afternoon issit it? I have got my life. yea, its my fault for having no time for you. And i had repeated my apologizes. you told me that my letter is hurtful, and wed you went online, like a spoilt brat toking to the mother. I have to ans to everything i have done. Please, gal. I'm not life-less. I pay responsible to every mistakes that i have done. But i dun pay resposible answering every action of mine to you. Got it? For whoever you wanna show is post to, up to you. I cannot be bother by you anymore.
I'm trying to mend every relationship connected to me. Family, primary school fren, secondary school, outside friends, my gans, and to everything. I hope its not too late.
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10:55 PM
Hello!~ LOL! exams had offcially ending for me! >,<> bonamana's mv and song is out! mus go watch! :D
okay, I know my last pic, I look damn retard. okay. I know. T.T nothing much to blog about, gonna be either chionging audition or chionging dramas serials. Will not be toking much today! Enjoying the breaks after exams! ;<>
To her: Never though that you are such a untrue friend, I gave you one week's time to tell me the truth, since you still dun wanna tell me, and i even hinted you twice. I will not treat you ask my friend anymore. I'm untterly dissapointed in you.
millions loves!<3>
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7:16 AM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Back, back! (: miss me mahh!? LOL, jus nice thinking of some meaningful words to put at my profile, den come REVIVE my damn freaking blog! :D ROFL! Errr. hahahas. totally screwed up for both lauguage papers! Gonnna damn go fail liao! (: yeaaa! ^^ hahahas. I just hate some teacher in nvss. they jus suit to blowjob-ing den teaching. __ not teaching, suspecting people smoking? go be police la, nabuaycheebye. so free. I really dun wanna go rebellious again. pls. After o levels, :D you do ur damn fuckiong job, i do my job, dun come and jia people can liao. I did change. Keeep all those suspections to urself bfore really saw im smoking. botohh. I jus wanna to faster survived through the 1++ years, and get out of this lanjiao damn fucking sku. ^.^ Grant me, and i will get out of ur sight.
After exams gonna chiong audition at lan everyday liao laa! And oso swimming regularly! (: hahahas! 16 more day to the official end dates of exams. 6 more days to 9 mths. =)
CAM <3
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7:00 AM