Friday, June 25, 2010

Guys! Thanks alot for tagging my blog and keeeping my blog alive although im not updatingggggg!!! (: hahhaas. May not be able to update, due to my com corruption. D: But please tag actively! MIA IN PROGRESS

I'm tired being in this world. Sorry. I need a break terribly. Resting from all the unhappiness and angers.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

I expected changes in life, and i thought that everyone had changed. But in fact, im the one who is changing.

I will talk about the camp after some time, Currently, just wanna vent all my unhappy and angry feelings. Seems like my parents is really giving hell time to comunicate with them. i dunno wat to do with them. i really have no idea. they are really using up my brain juices. I wish, i could have a nice chat with them. When i don't sound out my opionions, they would think whatever they do are accpetable and correct. I dunno who to go when im sad, i dunno who could be there to help me and guide me. even they do, i think i will be depending on them next time. i dunno how long can i still take it. i tried alot ways. i tried. but my words are jus rubbish to them. they dun understand me, even the closest one to me. they make me feeling like rebelling, and making me feel useless and dissapointed. tell me wat will help to close up everything, i will do it, even using my life to exchange. im tired of crying everytime bcus of them. im sick of it. im trying my best for everything that helps, at least give me some response, let me know.